I don’t really know how to start this letter. I’ve written very few in my life, but I wanted to do something special for you. I want you to know how I feel, and saying all this over a call would take too long — and honestly, my English still isn’t good enough to express it all.
Meeting you through an app still feels a bit crazy to me, but I’m so glad it happened. I was just looking to meet people from Spain and make friends… and I ended up falling in love. Life can be ironic like that.
Talking to you these past days has been amazing. I love laughing with you on our calls, sharing little things about our days. And I think it's pretty obvious by now… but I love hearing you laugh.
I know I don’t know everything about you yet — but I want to. I want to know what fascinates you, what scares you, what makes you cry… and what you dream of. I want to learn all of it, little by little.
Talking to you makes me feel less alone. I feel like I have someone I can open up to, and I hope you feel the same. Don’t ever be afraid to tell me about your day — even if you think it’s boring, I promise it’s not to me. I love hearing about everything.
I’ve never had a long-distance relationship before. Just thinking about it is a little scary… but for you, I’d try. I promised I’d come see you, and I still hold that promise close to my heart. I know it will take time, but I’ll get there.
If you were here with me, it would be incredible. I’d take you everywhere — to all my favorite places, even the spots I loved as a kid. I’d introduce you to all my friends. There are so many things I dream of doing with you… just thinking about it fills my head with ideas.
Thank you for making my nights better. It’s the best feeling to go to sleep after we’ve laughed together and shared little moments. Even on the nights I feel really tired, I couldn’t fall asleep without hearing you laugh first — I think I’d have nightmares.
Sometimes I feel a bit silly doing this. I’m not a very romantic guy… but this makes me happy. It feels right to do something like this for you. Maybe it’s not a big thing, but I hope you like it. I made it with so much care, just for you.
With love,
Marcelo